Deviations

I go about doing my chores , finishing up my household tasks , running up my errands , buying groceries and so on and amidst all that I am eating sleeping and there is so much new happening in my life ...lots of accolades coming my way , lots of fun times with family and friends ... going for those long walks give me so much pleasure. I am in such a happy space right now , yes now and then I do have insecurities but they are overpowered by my indomitable spirit. Suddenly i find myself in this colourful world where the rippleless water flows , where flowers bloom and where rainbows appear in the skies and yes I am Unashamedly jubiliant , but then a certain expression on a freaking television show makes me realise that these are my DEVIATIONS which take my undivided attention from a TASK which though onerous but very dear to my heart and which if I am able to master In this lifetime would give a utmost pleasure .....